Please know that when you meet your baby boy things will get better. My second was a little girl and I did not want a little girl. I am such a good boy mom what did I know about girls. Pink was pukey, video games, sports and rough and tumble was my speed.
31/2 years later I wonder what I was thinking. Yes I am a boy mom but I am also MY girls mom. She is special to me and to the world. She is the little girl I never knew I wanted. I will always be a boy mom. Except for MY girls.
And when you meet your little man, You will feel the same way. He will be YOUR boy. Your sweet son who you adore and cherish.
Please dont feel bad for feeling dissapointed. I was till I held my baby in my arms and I was never dissapointed again.