Last Thursday I gave birth to my 3rd boy my 'gd' baby and I tell you I have never been more in love and have never been happier in my life. The first part is rough and all you can do is take it day by day. But I can tell you there is light on the other side--like a huge sun shining down on you. I feel like God does things for a reason, reasons we are not privvy to until later. Last Thursday as I looked into Max's eyes I knew the reason. I hope you feel better and I am sorry for your pain.