Hi All, I posted a couple of weeks ago talking of my worry over the fact that I really want a Girl and was worried that I was having a Boy.
I had my scan on Tuesday and my worse fears were confirmed. Its a Boy. I have not stopped crying yet.
I thought I had myself prepared for the news BUT what makes it worse is that the sonographer said "Well, I think I can see a willy" so I think its a boy. I know that they never tell you 100% anyway but was expecting a bit more than that?
Silly of me maybe but I have booked in for a private scan for Saturday. I really think I am clutching to the fact that she didnt seem certain but maybe I am setting myself for further disappointment?
I feel so bad for being so upset as they did all the checks and said all was well and i have pictures that are so cute. I feel bad as there are so many people that cant have kids and I can and he is well.
I feel like I cannot look at my books, I am not interested in going out to buy things and am unintersted about being pregnant although I have enjoyed being pregnant so much.
The worse thing is that my husband said to me last night that he cant help but feel that we were BOTH disappointed with the outcome and I always thought that he didnt really mind which sex? Maybe this is because he is having problems with his 14 year old at the min?
I cant stop crying and feeling disappointed and really need help on what to do? It all feels very raw at the minute and maybe time will help? Maybe I need to go out and buy some blue things?
The worse thing is, I felt him move from last Friday and since I have been so upset, I havent felt much?
I hope someone can help me as I just dont know what to do with myself.
Please help if you can?? xx