I feel so depressed tonight!

I don't know why. It all started when my DH said about his boss's DD having another baby. I got jealous, I guess. I said, I know its probably a girl. I started going on about high tech and my DH is totally annoyed with me. I swear he hates me! I feel so sad. I'd do anything to get a DD right now. He said we could do it next year after the tax return, but I don't want to wait! I don't know what to do. I've given up the sway because I want it sooner and I want to be sure its a DD. I've got three boys and don't want to risk having another. I'm so sad tonight. We had a family Christmas party, but I'm miserable. [:'(]

I don't have any advice but I would like to give you {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}.  I hope you get to feeling better soon....I'm not a patient person either so I know what you mean there...

Thanks for your words. I know there is nothing anyone can really say. I just needed to vent. I still feel sad, but I hope that I'm able to do MS or somthing soon.

Its just hard to hear of people having babies, because everyone gets the girl but me.