Well if anyone is around I am giving this month a go and then I think we will throw in the towel...It has been about 18 months now with no luck at all so I am feeling pretty beat down (and old) so I guess we give it one more go and retire from the baby making buisness!!!ugh that is sad!

 Hi Deech

I have been following you since i started on IG and can not say how exiciting it would be to see you post BFP  -  i really hope this is the month!

What does "throwing in the towel" mean for you?  Something permanent for BC?  

I would love to say just stop trying and see what happens but it is near impossible to just let nature takes its course when you want something so badly.

Good luck and i wish you happiness no matter what happens in the baby making department 

I'm hoping this is your month. 

I have been able to conceive this past year, but have had a missed miscarriage, chemical pg, and just this june a blighted ovum.  Ughhh!  I know that I'm older, but just this year and half has been crazy.  Does one year really make such a difference when ttc?  I don't know, but something is going on.  Trying to stay positive, but how do you know when to call it quits?  It's such a hard decision.  I guess you just know,........ I think we're done.

I wish I could say one year would not make much difference, but it seems it might...Faerygirl I guess 5 boys is our lucky number.....I also wish I knew when I should give up but I am thinking it might be soon! Throwing in the towel for me will mean no more trying, I don't think we will do anything permanent for bc because I think we are no longer in the baby makin biz I think one factory or the other is shut down nowadays.....hooo hummm!

Nearlyasoccerteam- Thanks i think that would be wonderful too...and thanks for your support too....

Come On July... I hope this is your month.  I tried for 21 months to have our second.  DS 1 was so easy first mo off BC.  Anyway I was trying to sway via Shettles and a cut off which I know was part of my problem.  I also think I put too much stress on myself, thinking I was getting too old and had missed my window.  Well the month I didn't try to sway we got our BFP and our second ds.  I completely understand how you feel {{{HUGS}}}.  The future is so unpredictable.  I do hope this is your month.

Love the number 5, and I truly believe we are lucky.  Just wish I played the lotto and had this kind of luck  

I talked to the Dr about whether or not we should stop having children(after d&c due to blighted ovum 06/08) and she said we should give it a few more months before we decide...... not what I had expected...... 

Good luck again!

 Oh Deech, good luck to you!!  I truly hope you get your BFP!

I am still at the "arguing with DH about adoption" stage.  GRRRR!!!  I am not getting any younger here and adoption "pregnancies" last 2+ years! 

Good luck Deech.  I am so hoping you get your BFP, I really mean that.

Please try and keep positive.  Gee... I am a hypocrite I feel like for me it never going to happen.

GOOD LUCK MY FELLOW LEO hUGS mELODY

ok so starting over again...............................................................

Deech my fingers are crossed for you.  It just gets so frustrating........................

We can both do this, we are Leos!!!!

  Melody

Thanks girls for all the support I appreciate it so much...

I have decided this cycle and next are it for sure, I allowed 2 more because my last 2 were so goofy.. So I am waiting to O and we will see what happens from there...

Mel- Thanks hun we sure can do it so lets get busy Leo girls!!!!