He looks Perfect! :)

Just wanted to post a quick update. I had my Anatomy ultrasound today to check for Abnormalities. And Great News! They found Nothing on the Ultrasound! He told me that if I need the Amnio for my piece of mind we can do that. But he didn't see anything concerning at all. I talked it over with my husband and we decided to just let things be. The baby looked perfect and I feel in my heart that he's fine. But I feel 100% better! I didn't get a good look today but he was kicking his little feet and hiccuping. It was pretty darn adorable! The GD felt a lot better today, a lot better. But that's my good news :)

That is FANTASTIC news!!!!! Huge congrats!!

 

How wonderful!!!

How fantastic... bet you really can't wait to meet him now!!

 Excellent news!!  Congratulations!!  

Thanks Ladies! I appreciate all of the kind words. Everyday seems to be getting better and I'm becoming more and more excited as the days go on. I know I'll have setbacks and I don't think my GD is "cured" by any means. As my heart will always yearn for my daughter. But I can't not love and adore this little person inside of me. So I'm trying to look at all of the positives. As much as my Older son wanted a sister here on earth. I know they are going to love this Little Boy to bits. Maybe he'll end up talking us into another one down the road..you never know!

Wonderful news!!!

What great news, I'm so happy for you!!!!

I think you are such an inspiration hun and doing so so very well. Your disappointment it totally understandable, you had a baby girl and sadly lost her, no one can replace her of course but I can totally understand why you would want a little girl to complement your boys. I think there may be a 4th in your future sweetie. I have 3 boys and, while it's not what I would have necessarily have chosen before they arrived, they are all so wonderful and special and beautiful.

Waiting4Daisy:

I think you are such an inspiration hun and doing so so very well. Your disappointment it totally understandable, you had a baby girl and sadly lost her, no one can replace her of course but I can totally understand why you would want a little girl to complement your boys. I think there may be a 4th in your future sweetie. I have 3 boys and, while it's not what I would have necessarily have chosen before they arrived, they are all so wonderful and special and beautiful.

Thank You so much Waiting4Daisy! That really brought tears to my eyes reading that. I know a lot of people IRL think I should just "move on" and forget about a daughter. That I should be happy with the boys I have. And I love my boys more than life itself but my heart is still broken. Like you said, while she will never be replaceable. I think it would be incredibly healing to have another daughter. My husband keeps saying no though. And the more I think about it, the more I feel that I can't say I'm done. So I think it's going to take a Lot of convincing to get my hubby on board. But I love that you ladies understand. It helps me more than you know.

 Wonderful news!!! 

 

So happy for you!

LDoone28:

Waiting4Daisy:

I think you are such an inspiration hun and doing so so very well. Your disappointment it totally understandable, you had a baby girl and sadly lost her, no one can replace her of course but I can totally understand why you would want a little girl to complement your boys. I think there may be a 4th in your future sweetie. I have 3 boys and, while it's not what I would have necessarily have chosen before they arrived, they are all so wonderful and special and beautiful.

Thank You so much Waiting4Daisy! That really brought tears to my eyes reading that. I know a lot of people IRL think I should just "move on" and forget about a daughter. That I should be happy with the boys I have. And I love my boys more than life itself but my heart is still broken. Like you said, while she will never be replaceable. I think it would be incredibly healing to have another daughter. My husband keeps saying no though. And the more I think about it, the more I feel that I can't say I'm done. So I think it's going to take a Lot of convincing to get my hubby on board. But I love that you ladies understand. It helps me more than you know.

Oh sweetie. Those people don't deserve an opinion! What do they know of what you have been through? This wasn't just the loss of a dream, which is hard enough, but the loss of an actual child. I can completely understand why it would heal you to have another little girl. Don't rule anything out at the moment. Circumstances change all the time. Your husband may change his mind further down the road. Wait and see how you feel when DS3 arrives. Maybe he will complete you, and his little soul will be the one you need to feel done. Or maybe he'll be so adorable and snuggly you'll be desperate for another one! Wanting another child is not a reflection of the children you have already, and if it is it's only because they are so gorgeous that you want another! I do think there is something very special about three of one gender. They just seem to have this little unique sparkle about them. Everywhere I go people compliment DS3, he is beautiful.

I really hope that this little baby completes our family. That in my heart I find peace with everything. I really do. You sound like a Great mom waiting4daisy! Thank you again.