Thanks Koral for you post.
That´s not nice, that you treatment didn´t go all the way... but like I said, the disappointment was very bad after the test. I did cry non stop one week, and after that many weeks every day. It did hurt like I have been lost a baby. And I kind of did, because that was my last chance to have a girl. I think that if I do one more baby by natural, it´s going to be a boy. My only chance to get a girl is ivf/pgd and I don´t have money to do that anymore :( That´s sad. So I´m just think about, do I really want one more boy in this house? But I think I do...I wan´t a baby. I try to win lottery so I could do the treatment again :) and if I don´t win, I do one more boy for us :)