The original plan was two kids, hopefully one of each. After having a second girl, that turned into let's try for 4 total (I have an unrealistic fear of "Middle Child Syndrome"). At 31 with number 3 on the way within 4 years and a stretched budget and body, DH and I have decided that I will have my tubes tied at delivery. This makes me so much more nervous about the prospect of having a third girl because if it is, - that is it. No chance for a son EVER.
I don't even know when my "big ultrasound" is (I'm kinda scared to ask), but I should know within the next month. Though all laughable methods, Intelligender, Ramzi and the Almighty Right Boob Theory all say boy. Things just got so ugly last time I heard girl (a big part of that was that I believed we were done) and I'm so scared of re-living that nightmare. Plus, my GD never went away. I did go crazy for DD2 when she was born, but it the GD slowly crept back up on me.
I know that if I do resign myself to being an all one gender mom, that I won't be the only one. I just don't know how to prepare myself.