well i took everyone's advice and i called my doctor, she was working but another doctor was on call. she said go straight to labor and delivery. so i loaded up everything and went in. i told the nurse i wasn't feeling the cramping so much on top so that monitor wasn't going to pick them up at all. well i was wrong! it did pick them up even though i wasn't feeling them. the doctor came in ( remember this is a different doctor) and said i was a loose 3 but he could stretch me to a 4. so he stopped and they gave me lots of magnesium. which made me crazy. the lights hurt my eyes, noise ticked me off. people we're bugging me and i got very very hot. so they tried to make me comfortable then brought me muscle relaxers... omg can i just say i love muscle relaxers!!! i got very loopy. it felt like i was drunk. then i sang loudly or so the nurses told me. i didnt feel a darn thing after that.
anyway they uped my meds. i go back to my ob on wednesday but as of now i feel ok and baby is still cooking. i just feel big. im measuing 5 weeks ahead ( its my 10th pregnancy) i live in maxipads as my cervix is gone and now i just leak cm and icky things all day. my breasts are leaking so i bought a bunch of breast pads so i stop messing up my bras. my back hurts, i have cramps, i feel like that gooey green glob from the star wars movies. thank you again for all the kind wishes i will update wednesday. but i offically made it to my goal of 28 weeks!