Thank you ladies. I know I will love this baby once I get over GD and I know I will with all your support. I had a cry late last night at the thought of not able to fulfill my dream of ever having a son and that cuts me like a blade. I went to pick up DD from school yesterday and couldn't help looking at all the little boys with their moms. I feel like such a failure and now all I want to do hide from everyone. I also feel guilty for feeling this way because I don't want my baby to feel unwanted, oh please help me God, help me through this. I prayed so much for a son and was let down before and now again. I know God is testing my faith and I hope I can pass the test.
Ladies please post your words of wisdom, I really need help and support to pass the test.
I feel so lonely and so empty and coming on here to read all your posts are the only thing I find that can ease my pain right now.
Love you all .