Well.... Went for the ultrasound... I was getting tearing eyed just thinking about finding out on the drive there. I told them we weren't sure if we wanted to find out and they could just type it on the ultrasound DVD without us looking so I could watch it at home, they said they would write it down and put it in an envelope. The ultrasound itself was good, got some great pictures, baby looks just like DS. Then at the end she said ok I'm going o look at the gender now and 5 seconds later she ok that was pretty obvious... In my headI'm thinking meaning a big penis floating around. Anyways... We got in the car and dh saI'm going to open the envelope and I said let's wait till we get home. I'm driving home and dh opens it and starts screaming "it's a girl!" over and over and I'm just saying to him " no it's not". Still shocked we get home and I have to watch the DVD to confirm and the gender part wasn't recorded, so I kept telling my husband maybe they made a mistake. I actually drove back to the ultrasound place to see if they'd let me see but they were closed.. Dh thinks I'm crazy for doing that, lol. Now I'm kicking myself for not seeing it with my own eyes because until I do I won't believe it. I feel so badly that this is a boy, so much of this pregnancy was exactly the same as DS.. Heartrate, cravings, belly shape and how Im carrying, iridology, psychics and literally everyone around me said I was goin to have a boy, people were betting money on it. So that's it... We read on a piece of paper that it's a girl but I just can't believe it yet and still in shock!
(Ayden) May 22, 2010 (Ayvah) June 4, 2012
Thank you God for answering my prayers :) and a big thank you to everyone on IG for your advice and support throughout my ttc girl journey, best wishes to you all!