we found out 2 wks ago that baby #3 is another BOY.
he is healthy and growing well and it was a blessing to see a healthy bub after spending the day before the scan in hospital with suspected kidney stones.
but the night we found out in bed i broke down, it hit me hard i couldnt stop crying. i got almost no sleep and stupidly got up at 3am and started looking at my baby boy clothes which made me a blubbering mess.......
since then i have been dealing with some friends not even congratulating me, some asking if i was dissapointed and just the fear this baby wont get much attention becuase he is not the she everyone was wishing for.
i love boys and know i love him already but so so sad i will never have a daughter...
i was so sure this one was a girl.
we GD not extreme but changed our diets got ph quiet low, everything aligned up with the moon signs etc all seemed to be on track. i even went to a psycic when i was 7wks and she picked up straiught away i was pregnant (not visually u couldnt tell) and she was pretty adament i was having a girl. this psycic is really well known and a pretty higly ranked in the psycic world, i really beleived it, she was so spot on with so much, why would i doubt her..
i dont have the US pic to proove it, infact i only got 1 good pic at my scan but he was 99.9% positive it was boy and ive seen the dangly bits before and know it was a boy.
everyhwhere i look there are girls, there are siblings of 2 boys and a girl, or pigeon pairs
i was so nievly confident that we had done it i think the GD hit me by surprise........i guess it will get better over time..... will it??