im so sorry honey. i know the pain you are going through. i went into premature labor at 22 weeks. my daughter was born and lived just 2 hours in my arms. i team of doctors stood by and did nothing because "she isn't viable until 25 weeks" i know you are sad, scared, hurt and angry. the only thing i can say is that you really do have a gardian angel right now. she is always with you and her brothers. she isn't alone. i hope shes playing with my little Fiona and they are waiting for us. 4 months after i lost Fiona we got pregnant again and now our little London is almost 5 months old and such a blessing. however, take time to grieve your daighter. i thought by having another i could bring her back. i can't. I love London but she can never replace her sister. i still cry for my baby. hugs, for now take comfort in your boys and be there for them., my girls still cry for their sister sometimes. im still sad but that sense of dispair is slowly leaving us. prayers for you and your family.