oh thank god u feel that way too about the douche thing - it was freaking me out lol.
i have timed my ovulation with BBT, CM and OPK and reckon today is the day! watch out hubby when i get home (LOL) so we are attempting our first sway - i am so excited and nervous, and my period is due on my 30th birthday, which would be some birthday present if i find out i am pregnant!
i am currently on cycle day 16
and dont feel bad about the fact you have stopped swaying - i imagine it has come to a point where you want a baby in your arms, regardless of gender, and to be honest, this swaying malarky has really taken it out of me and i have only been trying a month. i mean, BBT, CM, OPK, diet, supplements, cough medicine, it is never ending. there is only so much we can cope with until we lose the plot eh!