Just gonna be a baby for a second...but Im feeling REALLY emotional here lately...I know it's all that's going on, feeling so much pain all the time, anxiety over moving/money/arrangements etc etc...Plus I'm having a LOT of issues with one of the people at work and just had a very serious heart to heart with my dr I work for and he seemed to be totally on my page and on my side but she's being really, really difficult and snotty and basically being "holier than thou" attitude towards everyone and I just can't keep it from getting to me, not to mention the way she treats everyone else too and we have 3 new girls and it's just not fair to see the look on their faces...I know that look and it's miserable.
Sorry to be so whiney when we are all having so many things going on, I've just never ever been an emotional worked up person, in fact most people say I'm usually too laid back, but the past few weeks have really gotten to me, I feel on the verge of tears 24/7...I swear this pregnancy has been just so compeltely opposite of my last, lol...ugh...if we were moved I'd be willing to just pop her on out next week! lol...jk...sort of..
You are the trip I did not take, the pearls I could not buy. You are my blue Italian Lake, you are my piece of foreign sky. You are my Honolulu moon, you are the book I did not write, you are my hearts unnuttered tune, you are a candle in my night. You are the flower beneath the snow, in my dark sky a bit of blue. I answer Disappointment's Blow with I'm happy I have you!" 1 Samuel 1:27