Still born

She is so beautiful and I know she'll be watching out for her little sister/brother from the moment he/she is conceived.  Praying for your healing and also for a good strong BFP when you are ready Dear. 

 hi

i'm sorry about your loss. I lost my first baby last Nov. She was stillborn, i was 8 and a half months so I know what your going through. I don't know what happened and might never know. I am still waiting on results but i was told that I will probably never find out what happened. The baby was perfect and the cord and afterbirth were healthy. We can't try again until all tests are done and have come back. I was told that I have to wait 3 months until all the pregnancy hormones have left my body and get more blood tests done but your different because you know the cause of death. You just have to wait until your period comes back and you know your ovulating again. Mine took 8 weeks from after the pregnancy bleeding stopped. So all together 10 weeks after she was born. It can take anything from 10 till 14 weeks to come back. So good luck. remember that its ok to feel shit and its ok to cry. When I cry my husband makes me feel better and when he crys I make him feel better, we try to keep eachother from getting down. Its so important that you talk and let him know what your feeling.  When it happened I looked at her pic all the time until I was able to hold it without breaking down. Now I have a pic of my baby in the sitting room so I see her everyday and talk to her. 3 months on and its still hard but its getting better. hope everything goes well for you.   

 im sorry for your loss. My baby was stillborn last Dec, i was 34 weeks, don't know what happened, everything was fine. Was told I'll probably never know. It was my first pregnancy. I was told You can try again when your period starts again if you know the cause of death, mine took 10 weeks but it can take anything from 4 to 12 weeks. I have to do more tests so i'll probably have to wait till the end of march. I'll keep an eye out for your posts and I hope you get preg soon. good luck and keep your head up don't let things get you down. i'm here if you need to talk. 

She's a gorgoues baby, and I'm sure she is skipping with the angels in heaven as we speak. I hope that you have another beautiful that will amaze you as much as Ireland did. (Or write).

Thanks so much for replying and sharing your story. I'm so sorry for your loss as well. Sometimes I feel guilty about being sad because so many others have gone through worse than I. I have so much to be grateful for. I have 5 beautiful healthy children. Why am I complaining? Like I don't really have room to be so upset. But i am. I was so desperate for another baby girl, and I almost had her. It felt too good to be true sometimes. I am praying for another girl, but sometimes I feel like I'm being greedy in asking for that. If the next one is a boy that will be fine, though I would in all hoesty be a little disappointed (and feel horrible saying that). Regardless, I want a 6th child to complete our family. I think I'm about done bleeding and its only been 2 weeks. It seems like the more kids you have, the shorter the post partum bleeding lasts. I am just so anxious to be able to start trying. I will be praying for both of us to get PG soon with healthy babies with gigantic obnoxious loud cries at birth. I hope we stay in touch!

 well im starting trying this week, im fed up waiting on the docs to tell me its ok so im going ahead anyway. what can they say if i get pregnant haha. i don't have other children but i don't think it matters if you loss your first or your 6th its the same regardless. Your not been greedy. when im feeling down i just think that if my baby were looking down at me she would not want to see me hurting same as I would not like to see my own mum sad. when we buried our baby it was snowing from the heavens and i love snow it always makes me smile. it snowed a lot christmas past and every time it snowed i imagined it was my girl danceing on the clouds to make me smile and it cheered me up. I know thats stupid but i think you need something that will make you smile when you think of her so it stops you from getting upset. Also your right there is always someone else worse off but there not you. My sister lost her baby couple of years ago, she watched as it died inside her on the scanner monitor and could do nothing. not sure if that would be worse, at the end of the day the result is the same. I felt so bad for my husband at least I had 8 half months talking  to and feeling my baby alive he had nothing. I got to know my baby while it was inside me, he had 1 day with our baby to get to know her, and say goodbye. Its not real for the dads until the baby is in their arms not like us, its real form the first day were pregnant. remember that he is going through a lot and if hes anything like my husband he trys not to show it, you need to drag it out of him. 

chat soon  

I am so sorry for your loss. What a beautiful baby and a very lovely name. I hope you have a H&H 9 months on ur next pg. Take Care.

I am so very sorry for your loss, there aren't words adequate enough to express my sympathy to you.

There are no words. I cried reading your post. My husband and I were looking at the beautiful picture you included in awe. I didnt lose my oldest boy but I had to have him by c-section at 36 weeks, they are so tiny at that 35/36 wks.

Ireland Grace is beautiful and I am so sorry that you or anyone has to go through this pain.

I am so sorry for your profound loss. Your baby daughter Ireland is breathtakinigly beautiful.

 She is so beautiful. How lucky she is to have such loving parents. I think she is so beautiful that god wanted her in heaven. I am so sorry for your loss 

There are no words to describe how sorry I am for you loss...  She was perfect in every way!!!  Hugs to you