Yesterday I started cramping and bleeding. I went to the ER and they didn't see anything on the ultrasound and my hcg was down to 13. I am so sad. We tried so hard for this baby and wanted it so bad. I am just devastated. I don't know how to tell my older son, he is so excited. How am I going to explain this. I know it's not my fault but I feel like such a failure. I am going to miss you girls :(