WE HAVE A HEARTBEAT!!!!!! OMG what a beautiful site! Fetal pole and heartbeat was 106, which is very low but I know it varies alot and it just started to beat and being so small I am OK with that! OMG I am so freakin relieved and happy. I just kept telling myself God wouldn't do this to me after the year I have had and praying the whole way there. I was positive they were going to tell me there was still just a gestational sac and yolk sac. I was numb about it too, I had convinced myself the worst had happened but thank God it didn't.
Now that I got the good news out I do have some bad news but I need a bitch moment for a second. IDIOTS!!!! I am measuring right on my dates at 6 weeks 2 days. I so wish I could go off on somebody right now for a freaking week of worry for nothing. Do they not know how important stuff like this is? I know no one is perfect but damm I have been a stressed out mess. Someone made a mistake somewhere along the road and I am pretty sure it happened at that U/S with Genetic Counselor. Idk if there machine sucked or they just did but I would think with it being a brand new hospital they would have the best stuff. 9 days behind, wth???? OK I am done.. UGH....
I don't know what happened with my betas. I know the level it was at was right on for my dpo but with my 3rd being so high in 5 days time it should've been higher when I did the 4th one if you ask me. I almost think they gave me the wrong results because I played around with the beta website calculator thing and if it kept doubling from the 111 it would be perfect where the numbers are now. Idk, they said that giving me the wrong results is not possible but Idk how it can rise that much in 5 days if I am not having triplets and then rise so slow after.
Now the bad news, I guess the cramping I am having only on the left constantly up until today is because I have a cyst(sp?) on my left ovary which they called a corpus luteum. I have heard that term before but I've never experienced it before so I will have to google it but I guess something happens when the egg is released causing a cyst. Also, the radiologist that read my U/S report said where my placenta is growing and trying attach to my uterus is bleeding a little bit between them so I don't what that's about. Anyone experience this? I may have to start a new thread to see if anyone knows anything about that but thanks girls for praying and thinking about me. When she said it had a heartbeat, I took in the biggest breathe of air not realizing I was holding my breathe, then I started laughing that nervous laughter/half crying out of joy thing. They also gave me something for pain which I hate having to take but I am only going to take one today even though they told me every 4 hrs but I am just not comfy with that just to take the edge off.