so almost a month ago now i found out that i am having another boy... i am handeling it a little better then i was before but its still tough... now i am finding that everyone i know is getting their girls... every single one!! i dont understand why it is that they are given their wish, and i am not... all my life all i wanted was a lil girl, and we tried so hard to get a lil girl, but it didnt happen...
why is it that i have to go thru this? how am i supposed to be ok with this... we had a name picked out for our lil girl before we even tried for a girl... and now for 4 weeks i have been trying to think of a name for this next lil boy, and i cant come up with anything..
i have had to keep the GD quiet when it comes to my husband, cause the first week, i was a total wreck and totally ruined every one of those days...