Goodmorning BC,
I see Gina started the Nov. thread she did text me but because of my situation and me not being able to keep up with the thread I think Nov. is off to a great start.
I hope everyone had a happy and safe Halloween weekend!
Yesterday, the kids had a full day. First, we went to CEC to a birthday party. (pizza, cake, candy) It was my dh's co workers son birthday the little boy turn 4. We saw a family that we know there and they had another baby. Its crazy because I remember that last year she got pg with twins and had an early miscarriage 2 mos later that year she got pg had a baby girl. Now their baby girl is 1 and she now has a baby boy this year and she got her tubes tide after her c-section. The baby boy looks just like his big sister when she was was a baby. Wow...I was really surprised and very happy for them. I wanted to hold the baby but I didn't wanted to get looks from my dh. Oh well. I had my turn already...
This year Halloween was perfect. Our tradition every year dh carves a punkin. This year the kids decided on a spooky clown. We were all dressed up. I was a Pink Lady, Dh and ds where in their Laker gear as basketball players, dd1-2 where SF Giants baseball players and dd3 was Princess Aurora. I took the kids treak-or-treating first walk a few blocks while dh was giving out candy at home then we came back home around 7:40pm and convince dh to come along and he did we walk a block or two we didnt see alot of pp it was only 8:00 pm WTH! so I convince dh to get the van to take the kids to find the spots to go. We came back home around 8:30 pm and made the kids chilli dogs with chips and soda. We saw a copy of "Paranomal Activity" while the other kiddies where watching another movie.
On a sad note...I had a frighting experience on Friday. I was on my way back home luckily I had dd1 with me. I was driving back home at that point I was tired, hungry, frustrated and forgot to take my bp med on time. Also, it was getting late at night and Im thinking that I had to pick up the other girls at a friends house because they where at a Halloween birthday party. I had an anxiety attack and I was having a hard time driving back. I either had my bp going up or my sugar going down because I asked dd1 to give me some candy something to keep me distracted to be able to drive back home I called dh but he was no help all he did was yelled at me and was stressed because he didn't know what to do to either look for me or pick up the girls first. dd1 found a can of soda in the back of the car I drank it and said to myself ok I dont care if Im driving slow but I have to go home. I would not believe it but I made it home. But now I get these anxiety feelings again every night around the same time so I have to fight this s*** again everyday until my stupid body decides that its ok and I dont want to take the anti anxiety meds. Arrrr! Its going to take me maybe a couple of weeks or a month or two to get over this and tomarrow I start at the new school site. Sorry for the vent.
Af should be here in a day or two.
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