I have only been using this board for 3 days. That's it. But I have already found some incredible support from women I don't know. Each time I have been on (a few times daily) I have cried at countless posts - both in sorrow and in inspiration. How I wish I could meet you all, have coffee, talk about all of life's disappointments - and surprising blessings. I am doing everything I can to overcome my GD. One thing that would help - please post pictures of your sweet DSs. Emotionally, I can't look at pictures of little DDs - they break my heart into a million pieces. I need to start falling in love with my DS who will be here in February. For me, for him - post your pictures of your sweet little men. I want to see them smile, coo, and look forward to this unexpected future.