Yes blue5pink1 I KNOW I have been on these boards for a LONG time!!
Thank you ALL from the bottom of my heart for all your well wishes....I have read so many of them over the years for 'other' mums .....I SIMPLY can't believe it is now MY turn!!
Good luck to you ALL as you pursue your dreams..if you feel something inside of you says to NOT give up DON'T...it may take a while..BUT I am living proof that you can get there!!