A special thanks to Michelle. You are one pro- active chick. I finally feel as if I am getting a handle on things but it is difficult. We are praying to be one of the lucky ones who only need one or two operations. I find it staggering that I am the grown up trying to make all this decisions. What if I am wrong?
I dreamt I gave myself an u/s last night. Slowly, slowly we started to get to the money shot and.....it was a boy. I really wish I wasn't dealing with this pregnant. Not just because misery by and large goes down better with a nice Merlot but I am an emotional wreck. In my real life I am not an excessively emotional person, this pregnancy I can't stop crying (and that was before this diagnosis) And just so that you can always feel that you have greater depth than me...I still want to know what this baby is!
Again thank you all. I will keep you updated. We are still leaving on the 2 for vacation (it will be the last time the big guy can fly or swim for a bit) but we might come back early. It is all in the air.
Natasha