I haven't posted in awhile. Well, I got a BFP today. We were not trying. I have no idea when I conceived as we were trying to prevent a pregnancy. And I was diagnosed with hypothyroid a few months ago and my periods have been irregular while I have been trying the medication.  I am in shock.

My husband was wonderful and excited when I told him. I was crying. My mind is going a million miles an hour about how this is a crazy time and will be so hard! I already have three awesome boys but my youngest just turned one! We're trying to sell our house. i just started to feel nomal again and now this will wreck havoc on my thyroid. And on and on.

My husband said to realize this is a blessing and totally gracious of God since I was going crazy trying to decide if we should have another baby or just stop at three. But now, it's decided for us. He's a really awesome guy!

But already my mind goes to the gender of the baby. I desperately want this to be a daughter but I can't imagine it will be. I don't want to feel like I did when I found out DS#3 was a boy. I have moved past that GD and was really at peace with my family of boys. But I'm sure the hope and desire will come flooding back. And I'm dreading having those hopes dashed again.

So, all that blabbering to say...wow!

 That is great news and congrats on your BFP!!  Maybe you had a great O+12 attempt or something and you didn't even know and this is your little girl miracle.  Everything happens for a reason and this was God's plan for you.  Don't worry to much about your thyroid they can help you with medication.  Just try and enjoy this happy time and again CONGRATS on your BFP!!!

Sometimes the unexpected turns out to be really great...best wishes that this is your DD!!!

Thanks ladies!

Congrats on your pregnancy! I just wanted to say dont worry about the thyroid, I also have hypothyroidism and its not too bad during pregnancy you just have to make sure to stay on top of your medicine and be closely monitored for the thyroid levels becuase the dosage does need to be adjusted...That said...I hope you get your girl this time!

Congratulations, now that's my kind of surprise!! You lucky thing not to have had a 2WW!!

I am expecting No4 after 3 girls and really want a boy, but if it's another girl I actually won't mind one bit.  Whichever sex it is, I think 4 will get on and one of them will not be left out.   Two's company three's a crowd.  Believe me 4 will make things easier on so many levels.

BTW, your hubby sounds lovely.

XX to you all ( Just realised that xx is girl ! but I meant kiss kiss, hopefully its an omen!!)

Congratulations!!

Thanks everyone! I love the encouragement and support I get here. I'm sure I'll need it again in a few months as I gear up for the big U/S!

In the past few days I have gone from freaked out to wanting a girl to just being so thankful I get to have another baby and hoping that this baby is safe and healthy!!

Thanks again!

Congratulations!!  Hope you do have a pink bean!

 CONGRATS!!!

3bmom:

this is a blessing and totally gracious of God

AMEN! Congratulations~