Thank you all again for everything. I am certainly not "over it". My body is aching, the cramps are excruciating and the bleeding is incessant. Yes, I am really dissappointed that things didn't go as planned, but this is why I decided to bump up my cycle from September to July. I am grateful that I have 5 frosties so I can keep trying until I run out.
Sitting around wallowing in self pity is not going to change what happened, it is only going to make my recovery more difficult. The way I see it, I rather put my energy into planning how I am going to succeed rather than dwelling on how I failed.