Do you ever wonder what it would be like if it was your huband, not you, who had the extreme GD? What would you do?
I think about this everyday. What if all my husband had was girls, and I had a son with another man previous to our relationship, would I keep having babies to give him a son?
It breaks my heart every single day to know that I will never have a daughter. NEVER. And yet my husband has a daughter with his ex wife, who is an evil, manipulative woman. She even went on to have another daughter with her new husband.
Why am I not good enough to have both sons and a daughter. I never wanted all of either gender. I know if I had all girls I would be just as heartbroken about not having a son. After 3 kids and I still don't have a girl? I feel so hopeless and alone. No one in my life understands. My mom tells me I'm ridiculous and selfish. I probably am. I just don't understand. If God doesn't think I'm good enough to have both genders then why doesn't he take this pain away?!! Everyday it hurts more. Oh, and I just found out my step sister is having her first girl after a boy so of course my whole family is thrilled for her. Another shot to the heart.