I had another dream last night ...

[:'(]    So, I had another dream last night, and my old OB doc from GA gave me a ultrasound... and she put the pic in a envelope and when I looked at it.. It had a penis and said "It's a BOY"   I was absolutely GUTTED!!  I felt so horrible and started freaking out.. I was crying SO bad in my dream that I actually woke up and was crying.. I was still crying 10 minutes after I woke up.

I feel so bad for feeling that way, but I can't help it. I tell myself it will be okay with another boy.. but I didn't want another boy!  We didn't even want to have another kid!  I feel like such a horrible mom. [:'(]   It's not so much depressing that HE would be another boy.. just for the fact that I would NEVER have a daughter now.. It is FINAL!   I am getting Essure done at my 6 wk checkup.. and that is Permanent birth control.. No reversals!  

I am really thinking this is a boy now since I have had multiple dreams of it being a boy.. and waking up crying every single time.. 

Maybe, this is trying to prepare me for the inevitable??? 

Makes me feel so sad...  

I find out in 10 days. 

:( just :( gd is horrific. I didnt even think I had a prefrence as I already have my girl but when I heard "boy" i went into egd mode and am still struggling. im sorry. i hope you find peace. either way.

 Thank you..   GD is awful and I hate it..  and hate myself sometimes for having it and feeling this way.. makes ya feel even worse!  Lol  

I know I will be okay once he is here, but I wonder if I will always feel empty and that a little part of my heart will always have this black hole. This just sucks.   I was good with the 3 boys, I didn''t want a fourth.. lol 

But, we will love him just the same as if he were a girl. There is NO doubt about that. I just want a daughter of my own too.. 

We like the name Alec if it's another boy ..   I need help finding a middle name to go with it though..  anyone have any suggestions?  

Alec ??????  

I think the naming part really helps, it did when I found out DS3 was a boy. 

 I wish us ladies didn't have to go through this.  I hope we all find peace. 

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hi dear, i know its easier said than done but can you forget about gender for 10 days and just enjoy this pregnancy, this bump, the moving? (personnally i still dont feel many kicks, but maybe you do). GD is so horrible and i am so sad that it has hit you already. As you know, all the NOv DDB have the desired gender so far and there is NO reason this baby is not your daughter. especially with moon and biorhythm favoring girl and influencing you in the past! keep being positive!! FX

 I'm really trying bambino.. I really am, it's just sometimes I feel really good about it being a girl, and then other times I just get sinking feeling it's ANOTHER boy!!   I hate this.  I was doing okay for the most part until I had this stupid dream. I don't like feeling this way and I am so mad GD is hitting me too.. I am really gonna try and forget about it. It's just hard. But, I promise I will try bambino..    

I wouldn't be writing about this, but I know you ladies are the only ones who understand (besides DH)  

Ohhhh, where would I be... without my ladies on IG !?!?!?!?  

 

 

 

Hi Dreaming,

 

I truly hope you get your little  :)  And if it is a little boy he is going to be so loved by his brothers, the bond between brothers is amazing!!!

 

Tiffany

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Hi Dreaming,

 

I truly hope you get your little  :)  And if it is a little boy he is going to be so loved by his brothers, the bond between brothers is amazing!!!

 

Tiffany

 

Thank you Tiffany 

I know.. my two oldest are the best of friends. It is so awesome watching them together. They would be so lost without each other. 

Also, I guess since these last two will only be about 10 months or so apart.. they will be SUPER close!  LOL    It will be like having Twins! 

 

I'm so sorry you're having these dreams. I haven't been through gd before but can imagine how difficult it is. I really hope you get your girl and that all this is for nothing!!! I hope 10 days comes really fast for you.

I pErsonally believe that I and many people dream the opposite. Hopefully this is the case for you. Many women on this forum itself have dreamt the opposite of what they had so maybe look try and look at the dream in a positive way. I myself understand if it's difficult. I personally had a vivid dream of a girl initially and strongly believed I was caring a boy, than recently had a vivid dream of a boy. Now I'm 50/50 again. Sometimes I feel it's a girl, but I stop my thoughts quickly as deep down I don't believe I'll ever have a daughter. After 3 boys it seem impossible. I believe you'll get your girl somehow. Good luck to you!!! Can't wait for your update.

Ahhh, dear Dreaming! It's just a dream, honey. You could very well get your girl. I have had countless dreams about all of my sons being girls, and they obviously turned out to be boys. Although my heart still aches for a daughter, my sons are my pillars, I would be nothing without them. And I love, love, love 'Alec' for a boy. If I ever have another one, that would be his name. {{{{hugs}}}

I hope you get your girl!! I wouldn't worry about a dream.  I had dreams of this baby being both boy and girl, so I really believe it's just your subconscious manifesting.  I am getting a tubal at my delivery, so this is it for me.  (((HUGS))) Try not to worry about it and just enjoy your precious baby.

Hey hun. I just wanted to let you know the same thing happened to me when I was pregnant with my son.. I already had 4 girls and I was having dreams like you and waking up crying at night because I could hear the tech tell me its a girl but my dreams were WRONG so don't give up hope. GL hun

I've had so many girl dreams lately. That's part of the reason why I was sure I would be told girl at my scan yesterday, but looks like its a little boy. I really hope you get your baby girl dreaming. I'm sending you every last bit of my pink dust!! Either way your little one will be adorable and very much loved :)

 Thank you so much ladies.. All your posts made me cry!  If I didn't have you guys I don't know WHAT I would do!  Lol

I know it's just a dream.. I will try to not let it bother me and just try and enjoy my LAST pregnancy 

I am about 99% sure I am getting the Essure procedure done after this one is born..  There are NO reversals with that. It's Permanent!

Again, Thank you ladies for all your support and kind words. 

In the past what have ur dreams meant??? When I had all my boys I dreamt it was a girl. Now with this baby (a girl) I dreamt it was a boy. How many weeks until u find out???? Prepare for a boy but stop stressin