Thank you.. GD is awful and I hate it.. and hate myself sometimes for having it and feeling this way.. makes ya feel even worse! Lol
I know I will be okay once he is here, but I wonder if I will always feel empty and that a little part of my heart will always have this black hole. This just sucks. I was good with the 3 boys, I didn''t want a fourth.. lol
But, we will love him just the same as if he were a girl. There is NO doubt about that. I just want a daughter of my own too..
We like the name Alec if it's another boy .. I need help finding a middle name to go with it though.. anyone have any suggestions?
I think the naming part really helps, it did when I found out DS3 was a boy.
I wish us ladies didn't have to go through this. I hope we all find peace.
ME 33, married since 2002
Cole 2004 Caiden 2006 Kody 2011 Jace 2012 My UNplanned home birth baby...
"Boys are meant for kisses and hugs, For watching rainbows and catching
bugs, For sharing all of your favorite things, For books to read and
songs to sing. Blue jeans and trucks, scrapes on his knees, Running in the Dirt, and being a tease. Making a face, and build and destroy. There's nothing like just being a BOY!" ♥♥♥♥