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fivecrazymonkeys:

I too couldnt get on to IG again.It is so annoying.I know you must be going through so much at the moment.It is so very hard.
I am feeling ok.Worried when I feel every ache or twinge.I had some dull aches around my back & ovaries which had me worried.It is hard to not worry.
I wish I could pm here but I dont have gold membership anymore.I will try & get on at the same time as you & briefly give our my name lol & then delete it for FB.

(((hugs))). I know how hard the worry is. If you want to chat fb me... I think you know who I am :)

Thank you saxophonic..I do know you.

Five- How are you doing??

i wrote a post yesterday and the monkeys ate it. So frustrating!! Havent been able to get back on til now. how are you 5? Been thinking of you. We went on a 5 day camping trip last week so no internet for me. Sorry I took so long to respond! I am ok. yesterday was a hard sad day for me. I just dont know how to move forward, except to just keep going I guess. Some days it just hits me hard that I am going thru this. the kids and I ae going to FL to see my parents next week for 3 weeks. A little sunshine and beach and rest should do my heart good. well I just wanted to say hi. How are you feeling? How are your levels?

I hate those monkeys!!!

I am good, well detached & scared but good.Feeling so ill the last 4 days & my hcg is now over 165,000 & prog is 124.3 so all good.I just want to fast forward to 12weeks & hear good news.

Sorry you are having some hard days which is so understandable.A mini break in the sun sounds perfect.It is hard to know if you can keep going forward.I feel like if this time things dont go well I havent got much more in me to keep going.Thinking of you xx

SO glad to hear things are all well with you so far fivecrazymonkeys!!!! Been thinking of you!

Thank you babybleux.

So so happy to hear your levels are good. Are you feeling any better or your m/s subsided at all? It will be 12-13 wks before you know it....i know you are anxious and lie awake at night worrying. Been there. It sounds like things are going along well like they should be. Have you had an ultrasound yet? Praying for you and this little one. Habe you told the kids yet or waiting until 12-13 wks? it is hard living this out alone. We didnt tell the kids w the last 3 because I just wanted to be sure. It was good in a way to keep them from the roller coaster of pain and emotions, but hard with this last one because they didnt understand why I was so sad. The sun and beach is doing us good. The kids are having fun being kids and all day play and I am getting much rest and relaxion. I have actually started a book and finished it! Just know I am thinking of you lots.

Thank you for thinking of me.I am pretty ill for most of the day but especially at night. I havent yet had a u/s as I am just too scared.I am having my hcg/prog tested weekly & last tests were super high.I havent told the boys yet.I will wait to see if I get past 13 weeks.It is very hard but trying to think good thoughts.
The sun & beach sounds just perfect.I know it still must be very hard for you but happy to hear you are taking time out for yourself.

 Congrats!!!

Thinking of you!! I know you are nearing the 13 week mark now (that really went fast!!) and you will have an ultrasound, if you havent had one already. I am anxious to hear how things are. OH 5CM!!! My thoughts and prayers are right with you, even though I am thousands of miles away. --Kristen

BOYZRGR8:

Thinking of you!! I know you are nearing the 13 week mark now (that really went fast!!)

Yes, B, let us know how things are going!  So excited you are almost 13 WEEKS!!!!!

Kristin I am now 12weeks. Still too frightened to have a u/s it just brings back too many horrible memories.
I had a meltdown around 10 & a 1/2 weeks as all my symptoms seemed to lesson quite a bit so I was convinced there was a problem but a week later they all came back. Just waiting it out for a little while until I feel emotionally ready to get a u/s. I tried to email you but I dont think I had the right email.

Mtgirl, thank you for thinking of me.FX all is ok.

 

fivecrazymonkeys:

I had a meltdown around 10 & a 1/2 weeks as all my symptoms seemed to lesson quite a bit so I was convinced there was a problem but a week later they all came back.

I had virtually no symptoms with my sons. With my DD I was sick and all of my symptoms and sickness went away at 10.5 weeks. I was very scared something was wrong, but she was fine. The pregnancy just became easier at that point. Fingers crossed it gets easier and there is also a healthy baby too!!

 

Oh 5CM!!! I am thinking of you soooooo much. I know this is a tremendous struggle for you! I know what it is like to analyze every twinge of pain, cramp, and even the lack of symptoms and be paralyzed with fear and anxiety. I dont know if you have faith in GOD,, but may HE be your strength right now!! My thoughts are with you. You will be 13 wks soon now I am guessing. You cant avoid an ultrasound much long. Find me on Facebook.....i live in Denver, CO. Maiden name is Johanson and rhen my last name starts with Gla. I am watching for any updates from you! HUGs!!! Kristen