Thank you, i understand that many people would view me as "one of the lucky ones" but i can't even fathom that idea because of all the things the negative people are saying. And it's always the negative comments that seem to stick out the most and stick in your mind over the positive.
The fear i have of giving birth to a little boy when being told girl is extremely great, so much so that i have actually been depressed the past few days because of the negative comments people are saying in actual life (not on IG) about it possibly being a boy and just wanting to lay in bed for the next 4 months until the baby is out and i can peek between the thighs.
I am sorry if im upsetting people by asking, that's not my intent at all... I understand other people have tried and tried and tried and cannot get their DG and here I am SUPPOSED to be getting the "perfect pair" or whatever it's called
Im TRYING so hard to enjoy the fact that i heard GIRL but with SOOOOOO many (and i mean pretty much any person that asks me to my face what im having) tell me about these "mistakes" and "surprises at birth" it makes it very hard - especially since DH and I cannot comfortably afford to get an elective scan done at $300.
i'll just shut up though