It doesnt matter how much you pray, how much you sway, how good a parent you are, how bad a parent you are, how much time you spent reading books on gender selection or on the internet, how much you dieted, how much you think you deserve it, how many times you miscarried, asked various GPs etc etc etc..........man i did all those things and more so hard and have wasted soooo much time, money and energy in doing it all for the last 4 years just to be let down HARD. Taping magnets to my ovaries, supplements, diets, anion pads, anion bracelets, calanders, being positive - gosh i could go on and on when i think about it
IT IS WHAT IT IS, YOU CANT CONTROL IT!!! GET OVER IT AND GET ON WITH IT!!! (that bit im trying to do)
I am still trying to desperately to get out of these bad feelings i have before this baby arrives i know its not fair on the innocent child, the guilt, anger, frustration is killing me...........and consuming my life right now.