I feel like this thread covers everything I'm feeling!
After 3 boys (all c-sections) I'm desperate for a baby girl, I know I can't keep going because the risk gets bigger each time with the sections.
I love all 3 of my boys so much but I don't feel we are complete as a family and I'm scared I never will until we get our girl.
I'm scared to sway although I am going to, I'm scared of finding out its another boy and then crying for 3 weeks straight like I did with ds3... then crying about crying that he's a boy cos I'm feeling so guilty and I think he will know and think that I don't want him when in actually fact I love him with every inch of my being already!
So we are going for it but I'm scared - that pretty much sums it up haha.
congratulations to you all on your perfect babies... those that swayed pink and got pink you give me hope.