Well I told DH about my feelings last night... and he started laughing... he said occasionally he will hear a name he likes, and he'll go to tell me... then he'll remember, oh thats right, it's a boy. he just didn't say anything to me because thought he'd upset me.
I'm glad my hubby is going through it as well.... i started the conversation with... don't be cranky with me... because I know it's a boy... but i keep having feelings it's a girl, and when i think about the baby i think girl thoughts.
I'm trying so hard to be pro-boy.... by doing the baby's room, buying boy's stuff. I even saw a little girls outfit that I thought was so gorgeous... and put it back without being upset.
Doesn't deny that what I feel though. I think I was just so convinced this was a girl... it's hard to let that go.
Mandez- with both my 15wk6d and 19wk2d u/s... the cord was right between the legs. and the baby kept grabbing hold of it... so then there was a hand to obstruct the view at times too. with both the tech's said boy. with the 19wk u/s it's legs were shut (i had a student tech), and then she did some weird angle and there was a bulge and said it's a boy, there's the scrotum and there's the penis... but it was very distorted, she typed boy on the screen... then she says... nah i wont do that.... and deleted it. and I asked her to make sure she printed it off.... and she said yes.... but i can't find the pic in the shots she gave me. during the scan I said to ryan, can you see that? are you happy that's boy bits?... he said yes....
Last night we spoke about that scan... and he said he agreed it was a little disapointing that things weren't that obvious and he agreed there was something there.... but it wasn't typical.
I don't want to go for another scan. I don't want to get my heart broken again. I'd rather jsut believe it's a boy and whatever will be will be. It's most likely a boy.
These girly feelings just suck!