While I know I'm one of the last July mommies to be pregnant, mostly due to no one posting much anymore...but I'm losing my mind! LOL I forget EVERYTHING and just earlier made PB&J for my dd1 for lunch, I put the peanut butter jar in the sink and the knife I used to spread the PB and J in the pantry where the peanut butter was supposed to go.....DH just laughs at me, I feel really slow...I can't hold on to anything and it hurts too bad to bend over, so by the end of the day at work there is about 15 pens on the floor other people pick up for me and at home the same thing...ifI drop it, I leave it. I swear I'm losing it...Oh how the list could go on, not to mention the completely irrational thoughts and cry sessions. Although they usually happen when I'm alone I cry over the silliest things. For example, if happy songs or commercials come on I somehow convince myself they are happy because of whatever crazy thing I think up...Oh my...
You are the trip I did not take, the pearls I could not buy. You are my blue Italian Lake, you are my piece of foreign sky. You are my Honolulu moon, you are the book I did not write, you are my hearts unnuttered tune, you are a candle in my night. You are the flower beneath the snow, in my dark sky a bit of blue. I answer Disappointment's Blow with I'm happy I have you!" 1 Samuel 1:27