I don't even know if I want to know.. I feel like my stomach is turning and I just don't even know what I will do if its a another boy, my long time dream will be crushed. My dh does not even get it, he is like how can you think like that, he just don't understand. I want my daughter, this is my last chance, my dh says no more and I don't even want anymore. I don't even know if I should let him go with me, he was so happy when they said Joshua was a boy, while tears was streaming down my cheeks. I didn't even know if I wanted to write this, its something that I try to put in the back of my head and go on with my boys everyday. I will keep my hopes up till 10am tomarrow and then they will all come crashing down. I just know it. Thanks for letting me get some frustrations out.