Hi Suttonday.
So sorry to hear your sad news. I haven't been on here for ages, life has been hectic. Yes I have had my dear son, he is gorgeous and i am so in love. (maybe that is why I have not been on IG - that and the monkeys) Although recently my GD has been back and I can't help the longing for a DD. So hard as two of my close friend have just had DD, so I smile to their face and sob behind closed doors. My DH doesn't understand and says I should be happy with 3 beautiful boys, which I love to bits and this makes me feel so wrong. At school two other women have just had a girl after 2 boys, I can't help the feelings why can't I. (then I feel like a spoilt brat). This GD is so horrible especially as I know I am truly blessed. I tried to discuss the future and a possiblilty of a sway, but DH says maybe ! What does that mean, I hate the not knowing and then what if its another boy? Still with my last two sways they were a bit of a joke when I see how much more I could have done thanks to IG , this gives me hope. I found a microscope and think I could play mad scientist for a few years, then present my case and findings to my DH, maybe he will say yes and God will bring me my girl ? ! I see sunnyday has had a girl - Big congrates! Has anyone else had 'page not found' I had to go round the houses to find the forum. Lots of baby dust to you all, sorry if it sounds like a rant. Better now that of my chest. x