Should feel better but don't :(

After talking to my husband last night about looking online for some baby stuff with me he just keeps telling me I am not looking at baby stuff yet. After bugging him for about an hour he looked at me and said "I am not looking until we know the gender of the baby, I want a gir just as bad as you but I didn't want to stress you out but I am not looking at girl stuff just to be disappointed." I was shocked I didn't think he care at all about the gender. Now at least I know why he didn't want to talk about baby stuff. He also told me that although he only wants two kids he wants a girl really bad too and we can talk about 3 later but for now we arent b/c he is praying for a girl this time. Then after taking a look at all me gender guesses there was 2 girl guesses.  I though all of this would make me feel better but for some reason it doesn't I almost feel more pressure now. I am glad he told me but now I find that I am even more impatient about finding out and I find myself wanting to check on here all the time for new guesses but there aren't any. So in the end i feel that I should feel better and I don't 

 Well get yourself so busy for the next few weeks that you don't have time to think about the baby's gender and here's hoping its a girl! I love being mommy to girls, so special. Now if I could just experience being a boy mom too....

Hugs and prayers that time flies!