Mulva, nothing to admire, I am just cheap cuz I would have done it if the stinkin insurance would have paid.. Seriously, my mood is really down this pg. I am assuming my dopamine and serotonin levels are low cuz I almost feel depressed at times so it is best if I just not take that on as I have to stay up for my other children. I, of course, would have to deal with all that later ... but there really is nothing easy about this topic and everyone has to make the best decision they can for themselves. On a positive note, I like how you mentioned "boring" pg and I wish that for everyone, especially Kitten. We can be the boring, hot mama's of August!