Katey - I just read your message. I know you are having one of the worst days of your life, but please don't disappear from our board. You have been such a nice person to go through all of this HT stuff with. Your support is invaluable. Take a break from posting if you need it, but please stay with us, even if it's just to let us know how you're feeling, and how you're doing during your pregnancy. If you stop posting, you'll be terribly missed, and we'll worry about you.
Just wanted to let you know kateyk that I am thinking of you, what a tough decision.. Please don't let other peoples comments deter you from posting on this board and updating us about your pregnancy. Even though I haven't posted much on this forum, I have been following your posts about your journey. They have been invaluable to so many of us who hope to embark on the HT road. I completely understand why you put 3 back in, I often thought I would do the same. The HT route is not easy or cheap, and many of us may only have one or maybe two shots at it for these reasons. You want to give it your best shot for a positive result, I totally understand that. I hope everything works out for you, naturally if possible. At least that would be kinder to you, and you wouldn't have to make that decision.
Sending you hugs, and wishing you peace for the coming weeks. We understand if you want a break from IG, but please know that most of us on here are not judging you. We support you and would love to hear updates on your pregnancy.... I'm sure the understanding people on this forum far outweigh those that don't...x