I have been on the site a while and posting to many posts.
I have 3 girls and would love another. I am expecting my fourth baby in december this year. I know to many i sound a very selfish person, but to me this is a problem getting out of control. I am worrying myself sick over having a boy. I dont even know why. As the pregnancy is progressing, my symptoms are different than i had with my 3 girls.
I am not sleeping, and most days wishing the days away, just until i find out.
I do have my scan next week, but its only an early 12 week scan, so i can post a nub pic, but wont know the sex.
Please dont judge me for feeling this way, maybe this is a girl, but i have very strong feelings its not and i dont know how i would cope.
I was brought up with my mother, and no male figure and we have no boys in our family, but surely this cant make me feel this way.
i just want to feel happy and im only dreading the result. xxx