Old & New Timers in the 2ww-November

Thank you girls for understanding. I really needed to vent.  I appeciate that neither one of you wanted to say something clique or sound hollow!  I am just exhausted with the SU & ttc even though knowing in the back of my mind that SU is my best chance of having a girl.  I'll get off my train of negative thoughts soon...just needed to get my thoughts out to vent & see if I was sounding crazy. Kwim?

(((hugs))) PD. I am in complete sympathy with you, this is the hardest, most frustrating thing you can do!! I don't know how much more I can take either, it is such a long, hard road. We just have to believe that it WILL happen for us and to try and stay as positive as possible. So you vent away, that's what we are here for and hopefully it will make you feel a bit better

well my temp finally dropped.  so I am just waiting on AF now.  hoping its not here till tomorrow night though since we have a big date :) plus if my ovulation lines up right the middle of this month I had a good shot. 

it will most likely be my last month "trying."  the charts don't say girl for me but I am still going to go for it w a little different strategy.  (less sex & raise my ph a bit more) so off to the boy side I go, trying yet to acheive my last little baby girl :)

 I do think this month I got pregnant as I had good symptoms, spotting, a + opk, and for whatever reason, it just did not take past the 1st few days. 

this in itself gives me hope & a stronger desire to acheive the goal faster. 

 So to hear your temps dropped babymaker. You temps looked great this month, I was another one who was stalking a little. :)

Take care and dont lose faith. Sarah x  

I'm sorry about the temp drop babymaker...it really sucks.

You have a great positive attitude though and I really hope and pray you do reach your goal before too long

I'm so sorry babymaker. I really thought this was your month.

thank you!!!  I have been keeping myself busy with major house work that needs to be done- not the usual. its keeping my mind off it. 

Good luck with everybody's attempts coming up in the next week :)

 I'm sorry about the temp drop, Babymaker.  The temp drop upsets me more than actually getting AF.  Its so freakin disappointing!!!  Huge hugs to you!

Well.... I have plenty to keep my mind off of AF's arrival. They took our offer on the house and we should close around November 19th!! I have so much to do in so little time. I didn't think our house would sell this quick. We don't even have the new house plans done yet or even picked out the lot we want to build on!!! My husband went and looked at one again today and met with the guy who is selling it so we kind of have an idea on what lot we want but this has all happened so fast. I need to start packing! We move into a duplex in less than 2 weeks!! We only plan on being in there for 6 months because it won't take that long for our builder to get it all done. (A lot of the contractors don't have a lot of jobs out right now so they will be able to get ours done quick) I can't wait!! I'm anxious and nervous all at the same time.   So yes.... this definitely helps take my mind off of these major cramps I'm having.  lol  ok... gotta get off the computer... must. find. boxes.  ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh lol

 I'm sorry to hear about your temp drop! I hope that next month is your month!

Sorry about your temp drop babymaker... here's to December and the festive season being your month!

Sorry to hear about your temp drop Babymaker. I really thought this was it for you.

well if I am NOT pregnant, I will be ovulating around Nov 17th. 

However, look at my chart!!  I took a test late last night and got a faint line on a fact plus last night.  it was the only test I had left or I wouldn't have used it. Im not trusting it, btu I was having odd breast sensations.  then this morning i saw my temp up so much and took an OPK, cause all I have is a digital left... the OPK is nearly positive.  WHAT IS GOING ON???

so I took the digital and its "not pregnant"  it came up after only 1 minute.  I ripped apart the test and within 3 minutes I see a 2nd blue line.  is that normal for a non pregnant digital?  I never use digitals.

I feel like I am on a rollercoaster.  I am having cramps and my cervix is low like period, but my boobs feel somewhat tingly & heavy/full. 

I will take a picture for you to mull over...

Oh babymaker, I'm keeping my fx!  You had a great temp jump this morning.  I would wait until Friday (if you can) to test again...it should show up by then if you are pg.

 FactPlus from last night

digital clearblue- says not pregnant but what does the light blue line mean?

OPK nearly +