Extreme Gender swayer....freaking out!!

I am not sure where to post this, but I am about to make my SU attempt tomorrow!!  This is my 4th month ttc, or 5th month (my dh says fifith) but suddenly I am sooooooooooooooooo scared!!  Two of my friends just found out they are having girls at the end of December and now it has put so much saddness and pressure on me!!!  I am soooooooo scared ladies!!!  I am kinda in a bad funk right now because of this.  Before I heard their news I was so ready for my upcoming attempt....but now I am just sad....sad because I don't know how this is all going to end!!  I have told myself every day that I am going to have a girl....even really believed it!!!  Now, I am scared confused and well....SCARED!!!  My body has gone through changes I feel from the supps....I just know it is going to work, but so scared that I will just end up with my 5th boy!!  Not that THAT scares me, it is the fact that I will never get a daughter!!  Gosh, it is not fair why this has to happen like this for some of us!!!  I know I am blessed...very blessed....but I wanted a daughter so bad....ever since I was little!!!   I am sorry for ranting or here or if I posted this in the wrong spot, but I was just at a low point today and needed to get it out to those that understand!!!  Thanks for listening to me....please god... answer my prayers!!!

Just wrote you a reply in a different post.  I totally know the emotions..you're not ranting you're scared, nervous and excited about what could be.  Just try to keep your stress down as much as you can so this doesn't work against you.  I know easier said than done as I always get a little nervous, stressed around attempt time.  Do something that's for you like go get a massage, a reward that will help put your body in a good place.  You deserve it.  Focus on your body making your dream happen.  I am sending wishes of pink your way, hang in there.  We understand.

I know exactly what you mean about feeling pressure because someone else you know is getting a girl. When I was pregnant my cousin was too at the same time, but she was 2 months ahead. When she found out she was having a boy I felt even more nervous and worse than I already had. Like pp mentioned try to take it easy because stress raises testosterone which sways boy. Is it an option to skip tomorrow or would you be just as nervous the following month? I know I will be very very nervous when the time comes for my attempt too. I wish you the best of luck and will pray for you that you get your desired gender. :)

L4B - I am scared too. I think we all are. Just think, would you feel worse havid DS5 or never trying and to look back with regret? Its not easy and its not fair.

I feel for you so much and know exactly how you feel , although I've been here since Janurary reading and absorbing , this is my first month TTC following MC and I'm so nervous I almost don't want to do it if that makes sense .

You've planned so hard and now all you can do is pray and cross everything that you'll get your wish at least you will know that you have given it all you possibly can and what ever god grants you with is meant to be .

Try to stay relaxed and just enjoy the next few days as much as you can

x

You are not alone.  On 4th of July we were at the park for the day waiting for fireworks and I thought I might be PG because AF was due the day before and my PG test didn't have a control line so it didn't work.  I kept thinking about if I really was PG and worried about if our swaying worked or not.  It is really scary.  I feel even more scared because there is such an age difference in my last and the one we are trying to have, plus, so many of our nieces and even my DSD are getting PG so it makes me even more scared.  On DH's side, there are 3 nieces that are all w/in a year or two of each other and they are all having girls and are due w/in a month and a half of each other.  Two of them already have a little boy too.  I just look at them and think that it isn't fair.  They don't even know how blessed they are to not have to worry about if they never get the or that they really want.  I really like what Maybebabythree said, would you feel worse having DS5 or never trying?  I know I have to try and what will be will be.  If I can't have a girl after all of this, it would never happen.  I'm just praying that won't be the case.

((((HUGS))))

 I know how you feel .I just hate it when someone tells me they are pregnant . I worry for 5 months if they are going to have a girl. Then if they  find out it is a girl. I am a mess all over again. Even when they have the baby. I just wish I had a girl and never felt this way.  Then every time I get pregnant I am a worry and the comments people make.I am praying for you