No Transfer

Published Sunday, July 26, 2009 11:07 AM

The rest of my miserable cycle in a nutshell.  Sunday morning- 12 eggs retrieved!  Drove home feeling over the moon that we got so many little eggies.  Day one fertility report- only 6 mature- only 4 fertilized- only 2 still growing.  Two eggs!!  Now the wait until day 3 to see if they are still strong enough to go to PGD.  Wednesday afternoon got the email that the two embies were biopsied and off to PGD.  Traveled back to Laguna on Thursday.  Friday morning- 9am...  Had my acupuncture appt. scheduled for 8:45 and knew it was bad news as soon as I got there.   Sent into Dr. P's consult room and waited imapatiently for half an hour.  When he got there- he showed me my two beautiful little thriving embies- both boys.  I bawled in his office. I bawled the whole day.  I bawled the next day. And now, here I am- two days later wondering what to do next? 

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# nuthinbutpink said on Sunday, July 26, 2009 1:19 PM

Hi Pippi. I have thought a lot about you as I am in the middle of my cycle and have had a cancelled cycle already.  A change in protocol seems to have made a huge difference so far for me.  I know you may not be ready to think about trying again, but I hope you find peace with whatever you decide!

# charliecats said on Sunday, July 26, 2009 1:32 PM

lots of love

# Luvmyboys said on Sunday, July 26, 2009 1:36 PM

I am sorry sweetie. I wish there were words. I know it stings.

# liv78 said on Sunday, July 26, 2009 4:11 PM

I am so sorry to hear this.  

# gsbabies said on Sunday, July 26, 2009 5:28 PM

I'm so sorry. I know after time you will figure out where to go next. I know that having no direction is so miserable! You are in my prayers!

# ChocolateChica said on Wednesday, July 29, 2009 4:01 PM

I've been thinking about you so much...

# mrspitt said on Wednesday, August 05, 2009 6:58 AM

sorry to read this please take care of yourself, crying is cleansing x

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