I don't really want to be writing this post... I went in for my transfer, early today. waited an hour to be put back in a room and then another 40 minutes for dr. potter to come in. While I was there they set my room up for transfer, it gave me an good feeling that this was going to happen. Then dr. potter finally comes in to tell me about my embies. From the pgd report on the 8 embies, one had no signal, 4 were abnormal females, 3 were normal girls. Then he proceeds to tell me that my remaining 3 girls were not developed enough one was only 4 celled, the other two were five. They should be blasts by now and have a 100 or something. Then the worst part was the grades he gave them C,D, & F! I completly lost it and started bawling. I could barely catch my breath. He did not reccomend doing the transfer and then proceeded to tell me that they were slow looking on day 3. I can't believe that they didnt tell me this?! I would not have done pgd if I had known this and would have done a day 3 transfer. I know they might not have made it then but I would have save the extra money on the pgd. I think I was crying for a good 40 minutes and wishing I had someone with me. Two different nurses came in trying to comfort me. I then went and waited for a cab to go back to the hotel (which never showed) so I had to call another one. I do have one more cycle left payed for. I have to wait till october though. I will not be doing pgd again next time. Uhg. I'm done crying for now and have moved onto the mini bar in my room.