I decided to fly home Saturday night and excape back into my own element. It sure did help I felt a lot better being home with my family than alone in La La land. I am now trying to gather my thoughts to write a letter to dr. potter asking for answers and perhaps a credited cycle. The funny thing was that I did call day 3 to see how my embies were progressing and I spoke with his nurse (before pgd was done). She said she would call me back and let me know. Well, she never called me back. I ended up calling her back at 4pm that afternoon. And all she could tell me was that all 8 went went to pgd. I have no idea why they didnt see it as a priority to keep me informed at all times what was happeing with the embies. I had spoken to dr. potters other nurse on tues. (day after retrieval) about pgd. I told her that I was on the fence about it then. And she just couldnt believe that I wouldnt do pgd to to find out sex (they are total pgd pushers). She just couldnt seem to believe that I would only want to use ms. I had informed her that I did not want to do it if the number of embies left were not enough and if they were not good quality. I think they have some explaining to do.
I currently think I have the worst luck with ms right now. I still think I should voice my dissatisfaction with my cycle. Though, it probably won't go anywhere.