Molly's MicroSort Journey

November 2003 - Posts

• What's in the future?

  Thanks everyone for the support. I don't know if another MicroSort attempt will be in our future. I think we just need some time to sort it out and take a few cycles off. Isnt that funny how I measure time by cycles now?! It is just such a gamble throwing all this money away, when I know if I did it on my own I could be pregnant by christmas. But then thats no sure way to get a dd. I don't know what step we should look into. 2 more tries at iui and we might have nothing, one try at ivf - who knows. Its all such a gamble and having gone through it twice and spending 8000.00 so far. If we do that again either iui or ivf we will be out $20,000. That seems so crazy and insane. I'm still positive something will happen, I don't know when or what. In the mean time I will be researching away on my different options including Natural and MS. I know there is a local colaborator here that will do IVF with MS. Only time will tell. Posted Nov 29 2003, 01:47 PM by GoodGolly with no comments

• Was there something in the Turkey?

  AF came for Thanksgiving today. I had another good cry while preparing the meal but at last got to enjoy some good wine. I could not believe how could it start so early! Toying with me like it was IB and then whamm-oh full force AF today. I still don't know what we will do. That was quite possibly the last time we go to MS, as my husband doesnt feel good about the odds and does not want to waste the money nor do I really($8000.00 so far) I quitely told my husband at dinner that I was not ready to give up (as I thought he was)he said "I know I wouldnt expect you to, we can talk about it more and we will leave the doors open to see what happens". Always the opptimist thats what keeps me going, and thats all I can do. So we will see what happens. The emotions are so strong and powerful going through this process I am so glad to have this board and my DH, I am so thankful. Posted Nov 27 2003, 10:38 PM by GoodGolly with no comments

• Thoughts and prayers

  Thank you guys so much for your thoughts and prayers, I really do appreciate them. Today is a very somber day. I will not test again untill friday because I don't want to ruin my Thanksgiving. I seem to be spotting now, very light and pink. How can AF come so soon? I don't want to dare think it might be implantation spotting because I thought it happens days 7-10. Who knows I am a rollercoaster of emotions right now. I hope you all have a wonderful Thanksgiving. I know I am thankful for having you ladies in my life. Posted Nov 26 2003, 04:32 PM by GoodGolly with no comments

• 12 DPO BFN

  I know I was supposed to wait, but I couldnt! I'm so dissapointed it was beyond belief. This was to be our last try, although it was an excellent try. When we went for the IUI I had a lining of 12.5 and my husband's sort was 272,000! And we had 3-4 follies that burst that day, maybe more. I guess it was too good to be true. I really don't know what to do now, I wanted this so bad. I was lucky enough to have my husband go this far. I don't think I can talk him into anything else. I love everything I have in my life, my boys my husband. But I can't shake that I was meant to have a DD. I'm so afraid to try natural, I really don't know what to do. Posted Nov 26 2003, 11:11 AM by GoodGolly with no comments

• First Microsort IUI, BFN

  In case you are curious, I wanted to let everyone know that I did indeed get a BFN on my first MicroSort IUI (1 amp inject, BA, Green tea, prenatal vit). We are moving on too our next and possibly final attempt with MicroSort (that's all I've got my DH talked into). I am getting a bonus in December, so I might be able to squeeze another attempt out of him. I am on cycle day 4 and just started my 2 amp a day regimen last night. That is the only thing that we have changed from the last cycle. So I hope this is the one of course. IUI will probably happen around next weekend. Also I will not test until I am supposed to, those BFN are way too depressing. I'm glad I'm doing thanksgiving this year to keep my mind off the two week wait. Posted Nov 05 2003, 06:01 PM by GoodGolly with no comments