A little perspective
Well, I have gotten a well needed dose of life perspective. I have been obsessing about my IVF/PGD journey! It is all that I think about. I feel like it is taking away from my DH and DD.
I got a phone call the other day that my Dad is in the hospital. My dad is 59 and very healthy. We are also very close. Last week the doctor said he had UTI and gave in antibiotics. Come to find out he has Kidney failure. They got him checked in the hospital and started testing. His kidneys are failing, they are working at 30%, his bladder is filled with blood and he cant urinate, and his prostate is very large. They are testing and testing with no real answers yet.
Im scared, I need him around. My mom needs him around. Im sure this is something fixable, but what if its not? This has really snapped me back into reality. Of course, I will not stop thinking about my DS that I want so badly. But, I realize that there are other things in my life that need to come first. The family I already have need to be put before the family that I long for. I need to make sure my dad will be around when I DO get my DS,
Thanks for letting me get that out. Please pray for my Dad, he really needs it right now!