Well the last few weeks have been spent finalising everything and trying to get everything to fall into place.
Well they didn't and there was a mess up with me collecting my drugs from the Portland to start my stims to go to Jinemed.
Well that didn't work out so I made a decision based on gut instinct to swap hospitals at the last minute. ( still in Turkey though )
NOONE I know has been there but as gut instinct tells me it is right for me then I am going for it and as I have felt at peace over the whole cycle since I swapped I know it is the right decision for me.
I have been in close contact with them over the last few months and have found them to be proffesional at all times and the patient relations person is lovely.
It is more hassly from the point of view of I have to get my own monitoring and my own drugs but they came today 
and are now sitting in my fridge waiting for some action!
The only thing is is that this hospital asks for FSH, progesterone, LH and oetradial bloods on CD 2 before you start stims and there is a risk that if these are out of range I won't be able to start which will be a nightmare since I have booked my flights and apartment.
I can't see any reason why they might be but you just never know in this game.
OMG less then a week to D day if my period starts next weekend - mmm that's the other thing my period has to start - what if it doesn't I mean I haven't been on the pill for years and wonder whats been happening in there.
Anyway next update when more to tell or show!