Where am I headed? - All Comments

re: Mommy and Carter Chance... a love story in the making

blonde boys — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 16:50:41 GMT

What a beautiful story! I understand what it means to wish away something that later becomes your greatest love--what a journey. LIke you, I can't imagine the desire for a daughter ever leaving my heart, but I thank God every day for my three sweet boys. Thank you for sharing.

re: Mommy and Carter Chance... a love story in the making

blonde boys — Mon, 19 Jul 2010 16:49:31 GMT

What a beautiful story! I understand what it means to wish away something that later becomes your greatest love--what a journey. Thank you for sharing.

re: An answered prayer... WAIT! Can I change my mind?!

MinDoc — Mon, 21 Jun 2010 22:35:33 GMT

OMG! That feeling of peace that you described... that is exactly how I have been feeling since DH and I decided to go ahead on this IVF/PGD path. I too have to DSs but at least once a month the longing for a DD would creep up and i would push it down telling myself our family of 4 is just right. But, boy had I been kidding myself! Everything seems more right in the world since we have started this!

re: On This Very Day...

stilldreaming — Tue, 15 Sep 2009 12:46:20 GMT

OMG, you can always bring me to tears!!! You have such a way with words Carey. Carter's pic is just so precious, thanks so much for sharing!♥

re: On This Very Day...

luv4boys — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 05:25:56 GMT

Amazing Grace! Thanks for sharing and I could picture my special day at Aliso, even though it did not bring forth what I had hoped my time with my husband and the hope we shared will always be with me.

re: On This Very Day...

minime — Fri, 11 Sep 2009 02:34:11 GMT

Thanks for sharing all this.... You are such a special person! TJ

re: Mommy and Carter Chance... a love story in the making

dag4 — Sun, 06 Sep 2009 17:58:30 GMT

wow. that brought tears to my eyes. I have 3 boys whom i love dearly and am now pregnanct with boy number 4 and I am so depressed about it. Thanks for giving me hope that I will learn to love this one as i do his brothers

re: Mommy and Carter Chance... a love story in the making

minime — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 02:35:53 GMT

Thanks for sharing your inner thoughts! You are an Awesome MOM!

re: The Arrival of Baby C!

lovebluewantpink — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 17:24:09 GMT

Carter is precious. Hope you are doing well. You might remember me-I had my 3rd boy on may 12th (he was due June 6th) He was my opposite after 3 years of swaying. I'm falling in love with him but still feel alot of envy when I see little girls. Like you I pray that God will just let me feel complete with my 3 sweet boys, but I'm still a little angry with God for not giving us what we wanted or not taking the longing away. I hope Carter brings you much joy.

re: The Arrival of Baby C!

mtgirl — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 03:31:58 GMT

You have a beautiful family! Congratulations on the arrival of Carter.♥

re: The End Is Finally Near...

Beebs$ — Sun, 31 May 2009 04:54:10 GMT

Carey, I am betting your induction will be fine. Hugs. Try not to think of that nasty 4th degree tear (BTDT, sister.). 3rd time is the charm!! Seriously, I bet you'll get him out in a couple of pushes-no damage done. And you can finally be finished with the bullshit of pregnancy. LOL!!

I didn't "WANT" it either. But let me tell you, 6 months after the fact... It feels so right. These boys need each other. And they need us to be their mommies.

Don't be afraid to run to the finish line. Run, Forrest, run!!! And when you get there, you'll find 4 amazing boys who adore you.

You can do this. XOXO

re: The End Is Finally Near...

gsbabies — Fri, 29 May 2009 20:52:46 GMT

I'm sorry this is so hard. It just doesn't make sense. I will keep you in my prayers and hope that one day God will let us see the big "reveal" and we will understand why we are going through what we go through. Until then, I hope the best for you, your delivery, and newest addition. Again, I'm so sorry that you are going through all of this.

re: The End Is Finally Near...

jennaesue — Thu, 28 May 2009 13:42:41 GMT

love you, Carey

re: These Feelings... They Fester and Grow Rather Than Shrink and Disappear.

GDnomore — Thu, 09 Apr 2009 05:56:48 GMT

OK I can't believe I just now found this blog! You write beautifully and honestly. :)

re: These Feelings... They Fester and Grow Rather Than Shrink and Disappear.

Coochie-Coo — Wed, 18 Mar 2009 00:39:10 GMT

Hey, BNB! I like that... "Keep working on healing and focusing on the prize at the end." I need to write that down and put it on my mirror to read daily!