Having a chance to hold a little girl in your arms- PRICELESS
This is what I am feeling at the moment!!!
Have had a pretty dream cycle to date. Only stimmed for 11 days instead of 18 this time. Got 18 eggs- yep, cluck cluck. 13 fertilized.
Day 3- all 13 going strong, 7 grade 1, 5 grade 2, 1 grade 3 but all between 6 and 8 cells.
So today is the day- the day where all news comes and transfer will happen or I once again will be shattered. I have had a very nervous tummy and am on the edge of my seat. This time a no transfer will be hard to take. We can not afford to cycle again for at least another 6 months or so. If it is all boys we will prbably wait a year or two and head to the states. I will be almost 30 then...it is so long to wait for a baby- if I could have a healthy boy we would just try naturally but I can not and so therefore am stuck at the mercy of this cycle. This is our chance---please let this be our chance!!
I have the phone clutched to my chest for it to ring- it is 10:00 in the morning and I have not even been told how many are at PGD for testing, could be lots could be none the not knowing is killing me... i should have heard by now...i did last time...perhaps i should call them- this feeling is horrible!!!
well I am going to go have a shower (without soap) in hopes that when I get out there will be a happy message for me to hear----
will update at a later date....